I'm having trouble staying on track with my thoughts.
I'm having trouble forming concurrent thoughts to create a blog worthy of your time (notice the abundance of pictures lately?). Why? I dunno.
What has been rolling around in my brain is....
* What are the challenges that we will face raising a child of another race?
* Why won't Baby Girl's mother just go ahead and relinquish? I mean, she hasn't seen her in WEEKS.
* I'm trying hard to focus on the word and soaking up some Son, but I come away from my quiet time discouraged. I'm not getting much out of it. I know this happens and that every time I go to scripture I can't be hit with a brick between the eyes, BUT I could use something of substance.
* Maybe God is teaching me patience since things seem to be dragging out with the babies, AND I'm getting little from my quiet time. Hummmm....I haven't asked for patience.
* I can't seem to form full thoughts or focus on any one thing for an extended period of time. I have a heavy heart for friends, ministries and friendships.
* I can't seem to get into the Christmas hype. Yes, I'm excited about celebrating the birth of my Savior, but I can't get excited about the presents, gatherings and such. Odd?
So, sorry if I'm not really blogging lately, but I can't think of anything that's really worth blogging.
I'm in the same boat, although you know I laughed (not at you) about baby girl's mom not relinquishing after not seeing her in weeks... try 3 months on for size! I KNOW how you feel!!!!
ReplyDeleteToday has been a cabin fever day for me. I'm at my wits' end, ready to go to work full time and send the kids away! It will pass, I know, but days like today are so hard. I feel like all I do is get irritated and threaten them to "knock it off!"
BTW, we are available Wed. night, maybe Friday night, and Sunday night if you guys can come over.
Let me know!
last sentence- i hear you. THen I had to write about my uncle- but I could have written blog after blog about him.
ReplyDeletelove you and miss you
sorry I haven't seen you in a while, but things have been crazy. I've been staying with my aunt at baptist b/c she needs me. but know I love you and miss ya!
Thank you for thinking of me. I am so grateful to know that I have REAL people PRAYING over and for my baby. It is a great comfort to me at this time.
ReplyDeleteI've had some issues with scrambled-egg brains lately, too. Thanks for the kind words... I think we're pretty good-lookin' myself. AND we got picture with all of us looking in the same direction - BONUS!!!
ReplyDeleteI miss you, too... haven't seen you in fifty forevers!!
In His own time! I know, easier said than done (note to self: remember this next time you are agitated because you are not "hearing" His voice or because the answer is not on my time schedule):)
ReplyDeleteI left you a comment on Laurel's blog, and again, thanks for your grace and kindness.
I'll be praying for you!
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Sinner Saved by Grace,
Ileana
Love those babies every second you have them. That is the greatest gift you can give them.
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