I've never liked running, ever. When I was in college, I played on the volleyball team. Our coach was hardcore and during preseason would make us get up 2 to 3 times a week and run. Our goal was to run a mile in 8 minutes or less. I know, I know...that's not incredibly fast. However, volleyball players are sprinters my nature. I never minded sprinting, it was the long distances, you know longer than the straight aways, that I hated. Each morning we ran our timed mile, I'd wake up (have I mentioned I'm not a morning person either?) at 5:30am, slip into my workout clothes and, while dry-heaving, tie up my running shoes. The dry heaving would continue as I walked the 100 or so yards across campus to the track. The closer I got to the track, the more I'd dry heave. I'm not kidding. Even now, thinking about it, my heart is racing.
The dry heaving would continue as our coach made us run an entire warm up lap. I felt that this warm up lap was completely unnecessary and I didn't understand why she would make me use up perfectly good running energy to "warm up."
Usually, I finished my mile in less than 8 minutes, but almost always I barfed afterwards. I would have to syke myself out with each step, saying something stupid like,
"The next time I'm right here I'll only have 3 laps left."
"Okay, just make it to the next line and then you'll only have 11 more lines left" (referring to the starting lines on the track).
Mental toughness when running was never my forte. I could handle practicing for 3-4 hours at a time, do sprinting drills, suicides, etc. but distance running....NO THANKS!
So, with that said why is it, I ask you, that I feel the need to become a runner? (There it goes again, my heart is starting to race.) Why do I feel this drive to run? Well, I've been following the blog of Lindsey Broere, a friend from my middle school days. I don't know what in the crap she's training for, but she's running like a mad lady. I think I read somewhere the other day that she ran for like 4 hours or something. Can I just say "NOT A CHANCE IN YOU-KNOW-WHERE!!!"
Nonetheless, I have felt called to run. Maybe it's because of the way Lindsey talks about the quiet time, or the consistency, or the way that she feels God is communicating to her thru the endurance and physical exertion. At any rate, I'm going to give it a try. I could use the toughening up and the opportunity to shed some extra pounds.
As I said before, I'm NOT a runner. I'll probably start off with a brisk walk and work my way up. If you read this, and you ARE a runner, I'd enjoy any tips you might like to share. For the rest of you, just PRAY.
And, if you see me, laying face down in the grass on the side of the road, don't be alarmed. I'm probably just cooling off.
****By the way, this is my 100th post! Yay!******
Hmm. I'm not a fan of running either.. BUT.. If you ever need a brisk walking partner, and I am in Tville, call me up! I shall briskly walk with you! I'm getting really good at it over here at UNC.
ReplyDeleteI wonder if running causes heavy headedness... :)
Abandon it my friend, abandon it! but if you choose not to I will pray that you are successful in it!
ReplyDeleteI will pray for you.You are a brave woman
ReplyDeleteFor inspiration I could put on a shark costume and hum the theme from Jaws and walk after you...I'm sure that will get you running in no time. Just trying to help :)
ReplyDelete@ Britt,
ReplyDeleteDo you know nothing about me?!?
1st of all, you'd probably be faster than me which would de-motivate me and thus:
2nd, make ME be chasing a SHARK, which would just never happen.
Good try though.
So funny that you wrote this! I just bought new running shoes on Saturday. Have I worn them yet? Of course not! (I do have rain as an excuse, not that it matters).
ReplyDeleteBefore Daniel came into our lives I was "running" (slowly jogging) a mile, and walking several more...
Now I have gained 10 pounds in 2 months thanks to sitting still and stress eating (yes, at one 3 a.m. feeding I ate two scoops of ice cream...pathetic).
I wish we were closer and we could sweat and groan together. There is a 5K (stroller friendly) in December to benefit Victory Junction Gang... interested in setting a big goal?
Please do not take running advice from your good friend Amanda : )
ReplyDeleteSteph
YAY...You are going to love it.--I hope. Let me know if you want a running partner sometime. I really can't say enough how much clarity my runs bring--especially when you have little ones and need some quiet time. It may sound strange, but I have days when I'm tired (and its raining) and I feel like God is BEGGING me to go run with Him.
ReplyDeleteSeriously...I'd love to run sometime with you--it also makes for good convo time!
Oh my goodness I am SO excited for you!
oh and check out the complete running blog (its linked on my blog)...they have a great link for beginners that gradually will have you running greater distances so that you don't injure yourself or get super frustrated.
ReplyDeleteI am really needing some kind of workout. I'm in the worst shape I've ever been in and I feel lousy. I have this nagging on me every day! Running is what I would rather do, but I have this phobia of falling. I don't know where that comes from, but I just imagine falling and breaking my right ankle and my left elbow at the same time. It's a strange fear. Oh, wait. That really happened. Oh, yeah! I had a four month old and a two year old. Oh, yeah, I'm a clutz!
ReplyDeleteYou can do it! I'll hold you accountable 600 miles away.
Yay for #100.
Okay, so i feel like you were typing what i feel. I...HATE....RUNNING....
ReplyDeletewith a passion.
I tried it for a couple of months. I would go every other day. Wake up early in the morning, and head out there. Ughh!!!
Hated every second of it.
I kept trying and trying, though.
My sister was training for a marathon, so i figured "heck if she can do it, so can i"
but i could never really get a rhythm for it.
LOVE Taekwondo! LOVE to be worked to death by my instructor, but have i mentioned how i hate to run!?
Oh yeah...and i have asthma! So i think that running really isn't for me.
Hopefully you'll find that this time around you actually enjoy it. Who knows? God DOES provide miracles. :D
Hey Jessica! I know it's out of the blue to hear from me!! I found your blog a while back and have been kind of lurking around to see what's going on with you and your sweet babies. I just had to comment today after I read this post because after Rachel was born I started running again and it's the best thing EVER! It's helped me to shed almost 70 pounds since January. Allen and I ran a marathon 2 years ago and I gave up running until this year and I'm so glad I got back into it. It definitely gives me some calm, quiet time every day! I'm sure you need that more than I do with four kids to take care of!!
ReplyDeleteGood Luck!
Carrie
I'm so proud of you friend!! here's some advice... if your going to be runnin A LOT, don't drink water in the middle of the run, you can swish it around in your mouth, but don't swallow, unless you LOVE stomach cramps. Next, listen to some music while you run, the beat keeps you going and gives you a pace, just don't do a slow sappy song...
ReplyDeleteI would love to start running with you, maybe once I get my license I can drive over, run, and go home... or just run there!! I love you, and i'm proud of you!!
Paige