Friday, April 18, 2008

Reflections of M.O.M.

Life with twins is so easy. Let me rephrase that, life with ONLY twins is easier. I have had the privilege of only having the twins the last 24ish hours, and man, it's easy. Not that Elizabeth is a handful, but just 2 kids is so simple. I think that it's all about perspective really, because when the twins were first born, I caught an episode of Jon and Kate plus 8 and 3 of her sextuplets were down for naps and only 3 were awake. Her life appeared to be total chaos, but she looks at the camera calmly and says, "Man, life with triplets is a breeze."
I almost fainted.

When I saw that episode, Lucas and Ashlee were less than 2 months old and Elizabeth was just turning two. Anyway, it hit me yesterday as I was getting quality time in with the twins, that they are the exact age that Elizabeth was when they were born. That thought had hit me before, but I hadn't really taken the time to absorb it. So, I thought I'd take some time and reflect on those days. If you'd like to join me in my trip down memory lane, just scroll down :). (Click on photos to see them larger, except the 1st one, I'm large enough, thank you very much.)


2 days before the twins were born, confined to bed rest
but we snuck away for a day at the lake.
It was memorial day weekend, and they induced me
the following Tuesday. Wow, I was huge.



This picture was taken just 4 days before the twins were born.
I thought she was so little, still a baby. She is almost 22 months.



I'm thinking..."What precious, healthy gifts" and "Holy Crap"
all at the same time. I still think Elizabeth is a "baby."


Then, in she comes...to see Brother and Sister for the 1st time...
Oh my word, she's so BIG!


Just to give you some perspective,
Lucas weighed 5lbs 2oz and was born at 1:18pm
Ashlee weighed 5lbs 13oz and was born at 3:42pm
Yes, you read that right, almost 2.5 hours later.
She's continued to be her own little girl.


Leaving the hospital.
Humm...someone's already
showing signs of a temper...



1 week old



Lucas and Ashlee are 2.5 months
Elizabeth is just barely 2 years


This was smack in the middle of the hardest months of my life. God sustained us, and with the help of family of and friends we made it through. I can't believe it's almost been 2 years. Time flies when you're having fun. I pray that my memory won't fade and that I'll always remember how precious they continue to be.

As I think about adding more to the mix, I feel so many emotions, hesitation, excitement, weariness and peace. I am reminded of Psalm 127:3-5. I know that we are blessed b/c we have a quiver full of kids. I can't wait to see what God has in store for us as we continue our journey, and love every second.

5 comments:

  1. What a great post! It's fun to see the photos, since we didn't know you back then. I'm looking forward to seeing how God grows your quiver!

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  2. love the pictures. you're a great mom!
    stacy
    www.aboutthelarsons.com

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  3. Wow! You looked so great pregnant with twins! So did Todd! LOL

    I remember those days before the twins were born when you would vent your fears to me on the phone. I remember you mostly asked "What will I do if all three of them are crying at the same time." Well, it wasn't "if" but "when", was it? And now when I'm on the phone with you and all three are crying, you handle it with such ease. It has been neat to watch how God has instilled within you exactly what you needed to fulfill His purpose for you.

    He will do it again! I know neither of us think we are doing a great job as a mom sometimes. It's good to keep yourself in check like that, but mostly I see guilt as Satan's way of getting us to doubt God's sustaining power. You are certain of God's will for your family and He will not forsake you in it. It won't always be easy, but we don't grow stronger without a little resistance.

    I'm missing you like crazy!!!

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  4. This was so great to read! And such an awesome reminder of how each of us have such different lives! You are amazing and I'm so blessed to have come across your blog.

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  5. It's funny how you say that the twins are easier than having all three. My thoughts are EXACTLY the same.
    With my 6 year old twins, i would take them ANY day over all three. and ANY ANY day over my son as a baby. My twins as infants were sooooo much easier. They continue to be easier, but i think it's because they have each other.
    My son is soooo clingy and needy.
    Besides all the NICU, early preemie stuff, my twins were a breeze.
    Have a great day!

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