Anyway, the meeting lasting about 15 minutes. They reviewed why Baby D was removed from the home, what the birth parents have completed from the case plan, what happened in court (minimal). They asked me how he was doing and if I had any questions. My heart wanted to scream, "Yes! I have a freakin' question. When are you guys gonna wake up and realize the he's better off with us?" Instead, I nodded politely and said no. Anyone who knows me personally can tell you that I am not a quiet person by nature. However, for the span of that 15 minutes I was relatively silent.
I was nervous about attending the review, not because it was a review but because I knew there was a chance I'd have to deal with the birth parents. Anytime I see them, it stirs up so much emotion. As I was walking into the governmental buildings, I look up and boldly displayed is
"IN GOD WE TRUST."
In a day where so many governmental buildings are having to take down their proclamations to God, this one was there. On that day, stemming from weeks of struggles, He was there. Jeremiah 29:11 raced through my mind once again. I took a deep breath, picked up all of my emotions and continued into the building, Trusting In God.
Baby D is adorable - What a beautiful baby! Your other kiddos are goregeous as well.
ReplyDeleteI hope you have a great weekend.
Jessica...He is PRECIOUS! I love giving baby baths and seeing baby bath time...its so sweet--except for the occasional spray or poop :-)
ReplyDeleteI love bathtime too...I think it is one of Levi's favorites...along with sucking on mama's face! He's growing so fast!
ReplyDeleteQuick random question...I created a header for my blog on scrapblog...now, where do I paste the code?
I love him and I love you.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry I blew you off today.. I'm a bad friend. I want to hang out with you soon, and I would't mind some cuddle time with Baby D.
:)
export as a jpeg? i'm stupid...
ReplyDeleteOkay, so for whatever reasons I have been drawn to your blog for a while now. And here today I see you in this Phi Mu shirt!! That is it! Where and when? I was a sister at Elon. You? Too cool!!
ReplyDeleteBeth, you can export under "File" in the top left corner. You'll have to publish it first.
ReplyDeletebrightwells, I was a Phi Mu at Lyon College in Batesville, Arkansas. For the past two years I was the adviser for the chapter at UNCG. W/ the fostering and such, I've had to step down. Small world, huh?
Yea! Thanks Jessica! I'm not crazy about the background from my previous template, but I'll work on it...thanks again!
ReplyDeleteI love these pictures! I can't wait to see what amazing things God does with your family when it comes to Baby D's life!
ReplyDeleteOh Jessica, He is so C U T E!!
ReplyDeleteI cling to Jeremiah 29:11. We will see you Saturday.
Blessings-Mandy